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Name: Katy
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: Abilene
Birthday: 10/18/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: Jesus, sunshine, stargazing, zoo's, being outdoors in general, reading, writing, singing, dancing like nobody is watching, oh and so much more
Expertise: being random
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  SpandexSoSe
Member Since:
3/26/2005
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| well guys, I am gone for 6 weeks. Maybe I will actually post a real entry when I get back, but probably not. | | |
| 3 weeks until Ghana, WOW. I do not even know what to think. It seems so unreal and I can not believe that I get this opportunity. Hmmm, so i think i have hurt some one that i care deeply about with my words. I don't even think I realized what I was saying at the time. Now, things are strange and I don't know what to do. Stuck in a rut. | | |
| I see my momma in 4 days! Yeppee Skippee!
"Convinced of my deception, I've always been a fool. I fear this love reaction, just like you said i would. A rose could never lie about the love it brings and i could never promise to be any of those things
If i was not so weak, if i was not so cold, if i was not so scared of being broken Growing old I would be I would be
Blessed are the shallow, depth they'll never find. Seems to be some confort in rooms i try to hide. Exposed beyond the shadow's you take the cup from me, your dirt removes my blindness, your pain becomes my peace
i would be, i would be frail" -makes me think. | | |
| community is what saves my life. That might sound strange, but because God was in community(trinity) I am able to exist. I find safety in those places where community is strong. I think that in a sense all people do, that is why so many people strive to be accepted. Community is home. Somewhat a glimpse of what heaven is like where all will be completely whole and accepted for who they are and no more pain is exist due to broken relationships. Praise God! | | |
| "you always find the words to say that keep me right here waiting."- Stain
I just like the song. Anyway, things have been picking up majorly. My trip for Ghana is quickly appoarching and I am so mixed with emotions. (excited, nervous, happy, fear of unknown and so much more). Tommy Drinnen, former youth minister in Memphis, is the one working with my group to go over there. He is so energetic and can't wait for us to come over there. He said that basically we will be working with the kids in the orphanage from sun up (at 5 am) to when they go to bed at 9pm. It is going to be exhausting but so worth it. Tommy is even working things out so that i can do things that pertain to my major, social work. That is so awesome. Street ministry is included and can i tell you how much i love street ministry. Every time that I get to experience it i always feel like i see God's face and hear his voice. It's like i am not the same person either. And to make things even better we are going to be in walking/running distance to the Ocean. How cool is that? Sometimes i wonder if i am even remotely worthy to have God use me in these great and wonderful ways. Things like this don't happen everyday, at least not to me. lately, it is as if God has poured blessing after blessing on me, and sadly my thoughts are i know things are good now but i now there going to get worse, they always do. I am frustrated that i let the blessings that God has given me be tainted by my fear of the future. Or more than that , that i have been so used to things in my life going wrong that I can't appericate the things that go right. I don't know, i guess it is something i have to let God work on in me. Anyway, peace and blessings | | |
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